It’s the most important point here. We cannot make school kinda environment in our home. It’s difficult for us to focus in all this chaos. We get distracted as hell.
Now you are attending online class in your laptop and your phone is nearby , the class is boring what will we do ? We start scrolling through our phone, don’t we ? That’s where all this starts.
Ur not seeing anyone’s face , there is no one to scold you , punish you. If we get distracted in class and start talking to our friends in school teachers scold us and if we accept it or not Due to their presence we tend to listen to the class no matter how boring the topic is. We get a lot of freedom in our house hence We don’t wake up early , don’t dress up , don’t walk , do nothing , we don’t have any activity that would make us active in the morning and directly sit in front of our laptop then how the hell we’ll concentrate?
Notes, most of the time many ppl don’t even copy notes . Why ? Everything comes In WhatsApp. We become very lazy and don’t even copy that in our class work after the class. And while listening if we miss something we can’t peak into our friends book to copy. We have to wait till the class finishes.
The teaching methods is also really messed up. The camera get blurred a lot. Constant problem in net connection either for the teacher or for us. No breaks in between the classes. How can they teach math online , that’s the most questionable thing for me ..
Also after the school gets over we can’t get that relief. That , “last bell” moment will not be there. We won’t rush from our class after school. We can’t go to canteen. We can’t talk to our friends after dispersal. Can’t have free period , substitution period. We don’t have breaks where we can play and have fun. We don’t have any labs. We can’t walk in the corridor. We can’t pull pranks. Basically we can’t do anything!
Entire day just have to sit in front of the stupid system. For abt 4–5 months it’s tolerable but it’s difficult to concentrate nowadays. I don’t even know whether I’m in school/ classes or in my home. The environment as I told literally made me mad. During exams too , I’m not able to concentrate cause it’s my home. After exams we can’t discuss with our friends and don’t have that joy in our faces when exam gets over. Tbh , online class seems fun in the beginning. But for me after 7 months it’s kinda irritating.
I miss my uniform , I miss my tie ,I literally miss all my friends and even teachers (that’s surprising). There is a difference between talking in phone and in person. If we have a problem in school , or if we are burdened by teachers in school , scolded by teachers , if we get low marks and feel sad all this emotions will be locked up in our classroom and we’ll have a light-heart when we come home. But now I’m stressed a lot. My eyes are aching due to online class. That’s making it difficult to concentrate.
Basically it’s my last year in school and that’s making my heart ache . As I’ll not attend school at all after this. Even if it reopens now it’s of no use for me.
Anyhow, it’s all for our safety. I get it. Still…
Have a good day.